The Empire State Building on an overcast day in February. |
I also hope to have this be a collection of the experiences, memories, ideas, people and basically a random compilation of all the things I adore. This past year I have really tried to concentrate on looking at the bright side of life. Before I felt stagnate, stuck and unsure of how to get what I wanted out of life. Things got pretty damn depressing.
I agonized over moving to New York City. Why? It's been a goal of mine for such a long time, but I was getting very good at doing what I thought I should do rather than what I actually wanted. I had a great job in Wilmington, Delaware, my family was super close in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania and I had an amazing boyfriend waiting for me in Lawrence, Kansas. Living in NYC was what I wanted, but other than that there weren't a lot of reasons why I should.
Ultimately I realized that this is my life. The only one who will be disappointed by the things I don't do will be me. When I finally made the decision I can't even describe to you how giddy I was on a daily basis. Six months later the giddiness has worn off, but it has left behind a lingering satisfaction when I wake up each morning and remember that I am in the coolest, most diverse and thrilling city in the world.
I'll leave you this time with my favorite quote. I had this written in my bathroom mirror for the longest time before I moved to NYC.
Is life not a thousand times too short for us to bore ourselves?
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